Well here it is. it has been a while since i stopped blogging last year. lol

Beloved,
    If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You'll fall in love with my troubled past, my hopes and my dreams, and how i'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when i'm with you, the way i'll text you 'good morning' bcause i think of you when i wake up every morning, the way i blush when people ask me about you. But to me the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, with all my imperfections.

If you fall in love with me, i'll be always in love with you.